Say Hello to Goodbye.

So, I just found out that my so called “friends” are accusing another one of my friends of breaking up my boyfriend and i. NEWSFLASH. we haven’t broken up, and even if we do, he has nothing to do with it! Who cares! What happens between me and my boyfriend is none of your business so but out and keep your opinions to yourself. If you have a problem with it, please come to me.

So, I’m going to visit my boyfriend tomorrow. But i have not been happy in the relationship for the past couple of days. I feel like its a temporary thing and when i see him tomorrow it will all go away, but then ill come back for a week and see him the following weekend and its just gonna be a repeat over and over again. Then summer will come and it will be wonderful, then he will go back to school and I will hate life again.

Like HE DOESNT EVEN SOUND EXCITED TO SEE ME. i haven’t seen him in a month, IM SO EXCITED TO SEE HIM, but like come on. I miss him so freaking much and this is starting to kill me. I don’t know if I can do this anymore.

And this is how it has to be
Cause it’s a deadly combination, you and me
You know it’s undeniable
Even though we tried it all
We brought the worst out in each other
I recall
We can’t act it anymore

What doesn’t kill you
It makes you stronger
And though I’m going to miss you
I’ll forget it and let you go

Say hello to good-bye
It’s gone forever
No more try, you and I
Not now, not ever
And I’ll get by without you
I’m not going back again
I’m not going to lie to you
Cause, that was there and only then.

Shontelle “Say Hello to Goodbye”

It’s all I’m asking for.

Happy Easter ;)

I’m not really a strong person, and i always have some kind of issue that makes me really miserable or upset and not a good person too talk to too. But right now, I have to say I’m pretty happy. My boyfriend and I recently got into a huge fight. Now normal people would say thats a bad thing. From my previous blog, you probably know what about. Well we went six days without talking and it took a lot out of me. But last night, i finally confronted him. He texted me as if nothing was wrong and I was not very nice too him. I told him I thought of him as more a friend than a boyfriend and that if he wanted to be in this relationship, he had to prove it too me. But I don’t really know what that means. Are we dating? Are we just friends? Or are we together, but we don’t have a title? I don’t know. I’m going to see him in two weeks, I guess I’ll see how this two weeks goes and make a decision from there. But anyway, why I’m happy about this. I think i scared the crap out of him because ever since then, he has been very talkative, and he just makes me so happy. And it’s only been a day. Well, if I’m pissed off I’m sure you will be hearing from me soon. Happy Easter folks. ;)

This is your life. Do what you love and do it often. If you don’t like something, change it. If you don’t like your job, quit. If you don’t have enough time, stop watching tv. If you are looking for the love of your life, stop. They will be waiting for you when you start doing the things you love. Stop over analyzing. Life is simple. All emotions are beautiful. When you eat, appreciate every last bite. Open your mind, arms, and heart to new things and people, we are united in our differences. Ask the next person you see what their passion is, and share your inspiring dream with them. Travel often. Getting lost will help you find yourself. Some opportunities only come once, seize them. Life is about the people you meet, and the things you create with them, so go out and start creating. Life is short. Live you dream and share your passion.

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If you couldn’t tell. I love yoda<3

If someone wants to be part of your life, they’ll make an effort to be in it. So don’t bother reserving a space in your heart for someone who doesn’t make an effort to stay.